Monday, August 17, 2009


I haven't been able to blog until now, because I haven't been much home the last days.
School started again today, and I'm afraid I won't be able to blog every day. This is my last year at school, so I really have to do my best. I hate school right now, and I haven't even really started yet. My new schedule sucks, too!

I haven't been doing so great the last days. But, at least I haven't gained any weight. But I really need my "super control" back. I'm probably going to a party on saturday, and I want to get drunk, but there are so many calories in alcohol. I guess I have to just drink it really fast, but the intake will be at least 1000 calories anyway, and I know I have to eat something too. Fuck, I don't know what to do! I wish I didn't like the feeling of beeing drunk.

Haha, and it made me happy to see that one on the thin girls at school that I don't like have gained weight this summer. I know it sounds evil, but it made me feel better.

Aw, I've missed you all!


  1. maybe eat something really low cal!! and good on ya for doin ya best at school!!

  2. My last year at school i spent goofing off. I admire your resolve to do your very best. And i know what you mean about he girl who's gained...i'd feel evilly better too. Lol. I missed you too, sweetie.

  3. ahaha i love it when the skinny girls around em gain even a little weight cuz im like ha one day im gonna be smaller than you!
    yeah, maybe were both evil :)
    lol jk i dont think your evil.
    sorry about your schedule and stuff, i hate it when i dont get the classes i want, or when im in a class with people i dont know ://
    stay strong <333

  4. haha, i love it when like the "bitch squad"
    girls get fat, because then EVERYONE talks about it and you can't help but laugh. LOL.

    well, i missed a whole shit ton of my last year and i wish i wouldnt have so i hope you do what you say youre going to do and do well. <3

  5. What i've noticed about alcohol is that it might make you gain a little, but after a day or two it goes back out of your system

    study hard

  6. Haha! I love when bitches gain ; ) So I totally understand about that girl...
    I totally understand about not having the time now school has started : / But I'm sure you'll do amazingly well this year <3
    Good luck and stay strong <3