Monday, August 17, 2009

School...

I haven't been able to blog until now, because I haven't been much home the last days.
School started again today, and I'm afraid I won't be able to blog every day. This is my last year at school, so I really have to do my best. I hate school right now, and I haven't even really started yet. My new schedule sucks, too!

I haven't been doing so great the last days. But, at least I haven't gained any weight. But I really need my "super control" back. I'm probably going to a party on saturday, and I want to get drunk, but there are so many calories in alcohol. I guess I have to just drink it really fast, but the intake will be at least 1000 calories anyway, and I know I have to eat something too. Fuck, I don't know what to do! I wish I didn't like the feeling of beeing drunk.

Haha, and it made me happy to see that one on the thin girls at school that I don't like have gained weight this summer. I know it sounds evil, but it made me feel better.

Aw, I've missed you all!
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6 comments:

  1. AnonymousAugust 18, 2009 at 9:57 AM

    maybe eat something really low cal!! and good on ya for doin ya best at school!!

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  2. Ana's GirlAugust 18, 2009 at 2:41 PM

    My last year at school i spent goofing off. I admire your resolve to do your very best. And i know what you mean about he girl who's gained...i'd feel evilly better too. Lol. I missed you too, sweetie.

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  3. heather[hunger]August 18, 2009 at 4:48 PM

    ahaha i love it when the skinny girls around em gain even a little weight cuz im like ha one day im gonna be smaller than you!
    yeah, maybe were both evil :)
    lol jk i dont think your evil.
    sorry about your schedule and stuff, i hate it when i dont get the classes i want, or when im in a class with people i dont know ://
    stay strong <333

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  4. AnonymousAugust 18, 2009 at 8:35 PM

    haha, i love it when like the "bitch squad"
    girls get fat, because then EVERYONE talks about it and you can't help but laugh. LOL.

    well, i missed a whole shit ton of my last year and i wish i wouldnt have so i hope you do what you say youre going to do and do well. <3

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  5. Stick ThinAugust 18, 2009 at 10:34 PM

    What i've noticed about alcohol is that it might make you gain a little, but after a day or two it goes back out of your system

    study hard

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  6. DorothyAugust 19, 2009 at 9:07 PM

    Haha! I love when bitches gain ; ) So I totally understand about that girl...
    I totally understand about not having the time now school has started : / But I'm sure you'll do amazingly well this year <3
    Good luck and stay strong <3

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