Sunday, August 30, 2009
And school is already killing me. I have so much homework.
I've thought about blogging for a week now, but I didn't want to blog when I failed every day :( Well, as you can see, I blogged today anyway.
Something positive: I bought a new pair of jeans a few days ago, and they are in size XXS! Omg! They are quite tight, but I can close them (maybe not when I have eaten a lot). I guess the only reason they fit is because they are very stretchy, but it feels so good to know you can fit in a pair of jeans in size XXS. The sizes varies so much from shop to shop, I bought another pair of jeans too (in another shop) and they are in size S (I could have bought XS, but they vere so tight that they looked like tights, lol).
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Well, I took it as a compliment, but I could not tell him.
And later, when we were eating lunch, he was like "OMG, are you only going to eat two crispbreads?!". I kind of felt successful. But I ate more than I should today...
I've eaten three crispbreads today (with cheese), taco, a banana and a yoghurt. It's about 700 calories. I should have done better (I love taco, lol), but I'll just have to try harder tomorrow. I think I can stay pretty low cal.
I'm sorry I haven't commented much these last days (I have read your blogs), I'll try to comment more ;)
Monday, August 17, 2009
School started again today, and I'm afraid I won't be able to blog every day. This is my last year at school, so I really have to do my best. I hate school right now, and I haven't even really started yet. My new schedule sucks, too!
I haven't been doing so great the last days. But, at least I haven't gained any weight. But I really need my "super control" back. I'm probably going to a party on saturday, and I want to get drunk, but there are so many calories in alcohol. I guess I have to just drink it really fast, but the intake will be at least 1000 calories anyway, and I know I have to eat something too. Fuck, I don't know what to do! I wish I didn't like the feeling of beeing drunk.
Haha, and it made me happy to see that one on the thin girls at school that I don't like have gained weight this summer. I know it sounds evil, but it made me feel better.
Aw, I've missed you all!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Luckily I didn't have any dinner, so my calorie intake for today was about 530.
I 've been walking (quite fast) for nearly 2 hours today, and I jogged for about 15minutes. Wow, I thought the day had been really bad, but when I look at it now, it doesn't seem that bad after all. I'm really relieved!
My mom asked me if I eat enough, maybe she has seen that I eat less than I used to. I'll have to make it look like I eat more than I actually do, or she will probably start to watch me extra carefully, and I don't want that to happen!
So TokyoBambi is new to this place (welcome!), and I thought it would be nice to introduce her, just like xthinforever did to me.
She's 5'3 and 46kg and she's really beautiful, and sounds like a really nice girl :) She has only got one follower (me) so she would probably like to have some more followers.
Thank you so much for your support :) I'll write more tonight.
Mackerel is a fish, btw ;)
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
I've eaten 210 calories this far today, and we'll have chicken, rice and vegetables for dinner, so I think I can keep it pretty low today. I hope so.
Btw: Do you have mackerel in tomato sauce where you live? It's one of my favorite spreads. I think it's kind of a "scandinavia phenomenon" though. It is at least very popular over here. I I had to have some this morning, because I couldn't stop thinking about it last night x]
I will not be able to post or comment anythig uintul tomorrow, I'll miss you. Take care <3
Monday, August 10, 2009
Ok, so I'm just answering everyone here instead of writing to every one of you.
Ana's Girl: Thanks! Aw, that sucks, and it will probably seem a bit suspicious if you ask her about buying one all the time.
Le faim: Thanks, but I'm seriously not that thin...
heather[hunger]: I would guess so. I mean, it's America, you have so many other things, so I would believe you have crispbreads too. I eat those form Wasa and Ryvita. Well, it's actually kind of pretty here, we have all these fjords and mountains, but I don't like the weather. And it's boring here. I live in the biggest city, but we're still only about 579 000 inhabitants. But the tap water tastes good! Haha, I don't really like the bottled water.
Stick Thin: Yeah, and it was all just so confusing. The other blog was written in Norwegian, so "sadly" I didn't experience any of that, but I already feel as home here. Thank you :)
pokerface: You're welcome :) Oh, thanks. I hope it will continue to improve as I write more. Yeah, I think she starts to get a little suspicious, so I will just pretend I eat more. It's very annoying, though. Thanks!
Aspartame Freak: Oh, that's nice! :)
I've eaten about 480 calories today. I'm so glad my family normally eat quite healthy dinners. It makes the job a lot easier for me. We ate salmon and salad (green salad, tomato, paprika, cucumber and corn) today, so took a piece of salmon and just filled up the rest of the plate with salad, so that it would look like I ate a lot.
I've eaten two crispbreads (30 calories each), and that means I've eaten about 80 calories for breakfast. Crispbread is soo much better than regular bread. Those I eat are pretty thin, but thery're only 30-35 calories each. They taste good, and they are pretty healthy too.
I'm probably seeing my best friend some time this week, and I'm really looking forward to it. The only problem is that she doesn't eat that healty, and when I'm sleeping over at her house we always end up eating a lot of snacks. And still she looks great.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
I'm not going to eat anything more today, maby I will have a cup of tea, but that's only 1 calorie anyway.
Ok, so I had another blog at livejournal, but livejournal isn't working right now, and I din't like livejournal anyway.
So, I'm a 17 years old girl from Norway. I would really like to become skinny, so I'm doing my best.
1,61 m (5'3)
CW: 46kg (101.4)
HW: 52kg (112.4)
GW: 40kg (88)
Aw, and I wish my scale showed weight in pounds, not kg. It isn't even digital, and my mom won't buy a new one, because "We don't use it that much anyway"...
And I'll do my best, but I know that my english isn't perfect :( Feel free to correct my mistakes.